Find the Beginning in the Ending

In the month of May, I am taking a break from public writing to share posts from others I follow online, who have encouraged, inspired or challenged me. Today, may this podcast by Emily P. Freeman bless you:

82: FIND THE BEGINNING IN THE ENDING

“As far as you can, hold your confidence. Do not allow your confusion to squander this call which is loosening your roots in false ground, that you might come free from all you have outgrown.”

John O’Donohue, To Bless the Space Between Us

Photo by Geran de Klerk on Unsplash

Are you facing the end of something but find yourself dragging your feet to the finish line because you aren’t sure what will come after?

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82: FIND THE BEGINNING IN THE ENDING

When You Need a Mother’s Tender Care – Hearing The Heartbeat

In the month of May I am taking a break from public writing and sharing the posts of other bloggers that I follow that have encouraged, inspired and challenged me. May this beautiful post by Carolyn Watts bless you this Mother’s Day. Here an excerpt with the link to the whole post:

God’s mothering is not something I thought much about until the last decade or so. In Scripture, God is so prominently Father that it’s easy for God’s mothering to get lost. But God’s mothering is there, written into Scripture right from the beginning . . .

https://hearingtheheartbeat.com/2022/05/07/when-you-need-a-mothers-tender-care

About the Author – Carolyn Watts (excerpt taken from: https://hearingtheheartbeat.com/about-me/)

MY STORY – HEARING HEARTBEATS

For ten years, I listened daily to heartbeats. Heartbeats of babies as they were formed in the darkness. Heartbeats of their mothers, too, dreams and fears and longings. I was on holy ground, witness to the quiet creation of new life.

Ten more years have passed since illness began to keep me out of the clinic. I no longer use a stethoscope or an ultrasound machine. But still I listen. Sometimes I hear only the whisper of my own heart, the urgent longing to be fully alive. I hear that cry deep in the groans and prayers and laughter of others too.

But when I’m given the grace to be still, when the noise without and within is quieted, I hear the heartbeat of the One who knit me together and placed in me this longing for Life and Freedom. He whispers “come,” “rest,” “be whole.” He reminds me who He is and who I am. Again I find myself on holy ground, witness to the growing of new life within.

THE SCHOOL AND WORK DETAILS

Six months after I finished my training as an obstetrician/gynaecologist, I moved to Pakistan, then on to Afghanistan where I lived for over four years, working in a little mud-brick hospital and clinic high up in the mountains (picture no running water, no xray machine, but lines and lines of beautiful and courageous – and needy – people to serve).

Then I got sick. Hardly-able-to-get-out-of-bed sick. I was diagnosed (in a way only God could have orchestrated) with a chronic illness that had gone undiagnosed since my teens. Months of rest and good treatment didn’t solve the problem and, three years after returning home from Afghanistan, I gave up my licence to practice medicine.